1 00:00:06,740 --> 00:00:13,609 I want a solicitor. Jane Howard and Debbie Lewis. Did you know them, Matt? 2 00:00:13,610 --> 00:00:16,969 I know I'm entitled to one. I studied law. Robert Wise. He was a psychiatric 3 00:00:16,970 --> 00:00:18,730 nurse. We know you knew him. 4 00:00:19,350 --> 00:00:21,520 1989, Hyman House suffered a serious fire. 5 00:00:21,630 --> 00:00:23,430 You were a resident there at the time. 6 00:00:23,850 --> 00:00:25,050 But you weren't injured. 7 00:00:25,690 --> 00:00:26,740 It's lucky. 8 00:00:27,370 --> 00:00:28,420 The idea of grieving. 9 00:00:30,150 --> 00:00:31,530 Do you recognise him, Matt? 10 00:00:31,690 --> 00:00:35,180 You'll be forgiven for saying no, but I'm sure you do. It's Josh Layton. 11 00:00:36,270 --> 00:00:37,950 He's just had his tenth operation. 12 00:00:40,080 --> 00:00:42,790 They've had ten goes at making him look halfway human. 13 00:00:45,380 --> 00:00:46,430 You did this. 14 00:00:47,540 --> 00:00:50,070 Do you know what fire does to the human body, Matt? 15 00:00:52,440 --> 00:00:55,040 After a few seconds, the skin starts to blister. 16 00:00:55,960 --> 00:00:58,850 Then fluid rushes from the tissues to try and cool it down. 17 00:00:59,300 --> 00:01:01,260 The body dehydrates. It goes into shock. 18 00:01:01,540 --> 00:01:04,379 There's heart failure. I haven't even got to the pain yet. 19 00:01:18,071 --> 00:01:24,439 Maybe you're right. Maybe you had no intention of hurting Josh Lane. 20 00:01:24,440 --> 00:01:27,210 Maybe you wanted to kill Robert Wise. I didn't kill him! 21 00:01:30,820 --> 00:01:32,020 We know what was going on. 22 00:01:33,340 --> 00:01:34,390 What he was doing. 23 00:01:35,260 --> 00:01:36,640 Were you one of his victims? 24 00:01:39,400 --> 00:01:41,200 Is that why you burnt the place down? 25 00:01:41,201 --> 00:01:44,019 Were you trying to kill Robert Wise? 26 00:01:44,020 --> 00:01:46,500 I... No, I didn't kill him. 27 00:01:46,800 --> 00:01:49,210 Even after what he did to me, I couldn't kill him. 28 00:01:49,580 --> 00:01:51,260 Who else did he abuse? I don't know. 29 00:01:51,860 --> 00:01:53,180 I've never talked about it. 30 00:01:55,760 --> 00:01:57,180 He gave me sleeping tablets. 31 00:01:59,460 --> 00:02:00,900 But they didn't make me sleep. 32 00:02:01,140 --> 00:02:02,190 Rehypnol. 33 00:02:02,500 --> 00:02:03,620 It's called rehypnol. 34 00:02:16,160 --> 00:02:17,400 What does it do for you? 35 00:02:19,880 --> 00:02:21,580 Fire? How does it help? 36 00:02:24,400 --> 00:02:27,340 When it's there, I'm alive. 37 00:02:28,580 --> 00:02:29,630 And drift. 38 00:02:30,960 --> 00:02:32,010 Wish. 39 00:02:32,960 --> 00:02:34,010 And dream. 40 00:02:35,040 --> 00:02:36,090 When they die. 41 00:02:36,800 --> 00:02:38,100 When the fires die. 42 00:02:39,300 --> 00:02:41,560 The world seems darker. 43 00:02:42,260 --> 00:02:43,600 I might as well be dead. 44 00:02:52,040 --> 00:02:54,240 Fight, fight the dying of the right. 45 00:03:24,840 --> 00:03:26,760 You know what I'm thinking, don't you? 46 00:03:27,040 --> 00:03:28,800 He was raped by Robert Wise. 47 00:03:29,960 --> 00:03:32,310 He admits burning the place down because of it. 48 00:03:32,480 --> 00:03:34,650 If anyone felt a victim of Wise, it was Matt. 49 00:03:34,651 --> 00:03:35,979 Why me? 50 00:03:35,980 --> 00:03:37,030 Well, he's a victim. 51 00:03:37,700 --> 00:03:39,140 He's the wrong kind of victim. 52 00:03:39,141 --> 00:03:41,559 What about Josh Layton's statement? 53 00:03:41,560 --> 00:03:44,279 Josh Layton wasn't covered in petrol instead of light. 54 00:03:44,280 --> 00:03:47,059 Anyway, you saw how Matt reacted in there. He couldn't watch somebody burn 55 00:03:47,060 --> 00:03:48,110 death. 56 00:03:48,580 --> 00:03:50,870 At least we know why the killer uses Rohit now. 57 00:03:51,360 --> 00:03:52,800 He liked the batter from Wise. 58 00:03:56,880 --> 00:03:58,500 What happened to you last night? 59 00:04:00,360 --> 00:04:01,410 I was asleep. 60 00:04:02,260 --> 00:04:03,640 I thought you had insomnia. 61 00:04:05,840 --> 00:04:09,180 All life, death doth end, and each day dies in sleep. 62 00:04:20,019 --> 00:04:22,309 Jane Howell's bound to have known this place. 63 00:04:22,620 --> 00:04:24,240 She lived round here for 30 years. 64 00:04:25,320 --> 00:04:28,570 All the other scenes were linked to the victim's transgression. 65 00:04:28,571 --> 00:04:30,779 They're fairly in the killer's eye. 66 00:04:30,780 --> 00:04:33,190 Yeah, I know what transgression means, Cregan. 67 00:04:34,180 --> 00:04:35,300 Was Sam an only child? 68 00:04:35,620 --> 00:04:37,340 Yeah, according to a medical file. 69 00:04:39,380 --> 00:04:40,430 Yeah, Cregan. 70 00:04:41,180 --> 00:04:42,230 Jane Howard. 71 00:04:42,360 --> 00:04:44,530 And you find out she'd been married before. 72 00:05:08,610 --> 00:05:09,660 Where's the body? 73 00:05:09,890 --> 00:05:12,050 Hospital. That means she's still alive. 74 00:05:12,410 --> 00:05:13,460 I thought you knew. 75 00:05:18,570 --> 00:05:21,130 Her name was Claire Logan. She was the head teacher. 76 00:05:22,950 --> 00:05:24,000 Shit! 77 00:05:25,410 --> 00:05:26,460 Cregan! 78 00:05:27,450 --> 00:05:28,500 30 seconds. 79 00:05:28,710 --> 00:05:31,540 If we'd got to her for 30 bloody seconds, we'd have a name. 80 00:05:32,490 --> 00:05:33,540 Something! 81 00:05:35,510 --> 00:05:36,910 No doubt in Claire Logan. 82 00:05:37,580 --> 00:05:41,560 No industrial tribunal, no professional misconduct, nothing. 83 00:05:42,860 --> 00:05:47,160 Jane Howard was married before to Nicholas Gough in 1965. 84 00:05:47,960 --> 00:05:49,260 He died in 1977. 85 00:05:50,460 --> 00:05:51,510 No children. 86 00:05:51,600 --> 00:05:53,950 Now, why would she have kept that from her son? 87 00:05:54,320 --> 00:05:55,880 What else has she kept from him? 88 00:05:55,900 --> 00:05:57,940 You wouldn't forget something like that. 89 00:05:58,140 --> 00:05:59,190 A positive. 90 00:05:59,191 --> 00:06:01,279 Well, maybe it wasn't a very happy marriage. 91 00:06:01,280 --> 00:06:03,079 It was something she preferred to forget. 92 00:06:03,080 --> 00:06:04,760 She didn't mention any children? 93 00:06:05,000 --> 00:06:06,440 Stepchildren? Of course not. 94 00:06:09,020 --> 00:06:10,070 These are things. 95 00:06:10,480 --> 00:06:11,880 Mike? Go ahead. 96 00:06:40,840 --> 00:06:41,890 There's yours. 97 00:06:47,120 --> 00:06:48,720 No. I don't think so. 98 00:06:48,721 --> 00:06:52,479 Okay, drawing on the top, that was taken from a book on child fire setters. 99 00:06:52,480 --> 00:06:56,210 Drawing on the bottom, that was taken from Jane Howard's house last night. 100 00:06:56,600 --> 00:06:59,250 Now, Sam told me he'd never seen that drawing before. 101 00:07:00,920 --> 00:07:01,970 I believe him. 102 00:07:02,960 --> 00:07:07,080 Jane was first married in 1965 to Nicholas Goff. They had no children. 103 00:07:07,081 --> 00:07:12,179 That's Keith Martin and Susan Etchells. They were fostered by the Goths for 18 104 00:07:12,180 --> 00:07:14,220 months. Then Jane and Nicholas split up. 105 00:07:15,000 --> 00:07:18,320 And after they split, those two kids went back into care. 106 00:07:19,540 --> 00:07:21,780 1970, Jane met an Archie Howard. 107 00:07:22,240 --> 00:07:23,290 They married. 108 00:07:23,580 --> 00:07:25,480 Two years later, they had a baby boy. 109 00:07:25,720 --> 00:07:26,770 Sam. 110 00:07:29,220 --> 00:07:33,240 I know I've been a pain about profiles, but this isn't a simple case of arson. 111 00:07:33,241 --> 00:07:36,709 Arsonists very rarely fantasize about murder. 112 00:07:36,710 --> 00:07:40,500 They're more interested in the fire itself and the chaos caused by the fire. 113 00:07:40,590 --> 00:07:46,550 But children who set fires, they do fantasize about killing. 114 00:07:47,490 --> 00:07:49,600 And it's usually someone in their family. 115 00:07:50,010 --> 00:07:53,729 Usually someone who they consider to be withholding love. A mother, a 116 00:07:53,730 --> 00:07:56,589 stepfather, a baby brother who's usurped their position. 117 00:07:56,590 --> 00:07:58,349 You're not saying the killer's a child? 118 00:07:58,350 --> 00:07:59,400 No. 119 00:07:59,990 --> 00:08:01,830 Someone who thinks like a child. 120 00:08:02,349 --> 00:08:04,470 Why, May is remarkably childlike. 121 00:08:04,471 --> 00:08:07,849 Now, we know the killer sees himself as a victim of Robert Wise, and we've been 122 00:08:07,850 --> 00:08:10,569 trying to work out what terrible crimes these other victims have committed, like 123 00:08:10,570 --> 00:08:12,010 Jane Howard and Claire Logan. 124 00:08:12,450 --> 00:08:14,010 But we're applying adult logic. 125 00:08:14,370 --> 00:08:17,380 Maybe the killer doesn't have an adult sense of proportion. 126 00:08:17,381 --> 00:08:20,549 So maybe the punishment doesn't fit the crime. 127 00:08:20,550 --> 00:08:22,889 When were these children fostered by Jane Howard? 128 00:08:22,890 --> 00:08:23,940 67 and 68. 129 00:08:23,941 --> 00:08:26,349 Have you had their names checked out against Hyman House? 130 00:08:26,350 --> 00:08:27,400 Simmons is doing it. 131 00:08:27,401 --> 00:08:30,249 We've got to talk to Keith Martin, see if he's got a connection with Claire 132 00:08:30,250 --> 00:08:31,390 Logan and Debbie Lewis. 133 00:08:31,870 --> 00:08:33,670 These photos were taken 30 years ago. 134 00:08:34,110 --> 00:08:36,220 Keith Martin would be middle -aged by now. 135 00:08:36,250 --> 00:08:37,630 Probably has kids of his own. 136 00:08:38,750 --> 00:08:44,389 If he did feel wronged by Jane Howard when he was seven, why wait 30 years to 137 00:08:44,390 --> 00:08:45,440 take revenge? 138 00:08:46,750 --> 00:08:48,430 Maybe the time gap's significant. 139 00:08:49,950 --> 00:08:51,390 Maybe that's the whole point. 140 00:08:51,590 --> 00:08:53,390 The killer's gone back over his life. 141 00:08:54,890 --> 00:08:55,940 Selling old scores. 142 00:08:57,450 --> 00:08:58,500 Okay. 143 00:08:59,670 --> 00:09:00,750 Then why do it now? 144 00:09:17,310 --> 00:09:19,090 Cregan? You have five seconds. 145 00:09:19,810 --> 00:09:21,850 Three, two... It's me. 146 00:09:22,290 --> 00:09:23,340 Hannah. 147 00:09:24,530 --> 00:09:27,480 I wanted to check you were coming to the memorial tomorrow. 148 00:09:28,430 --> 00:09:29,870 Well, I was. 149 00:09:31,450 --> 00:09:32,710 You don't want me to come? 150 00:09:32,830 --> 00:09:35,150 No, no. I think you should be there. 151 00:09:37,310 --> 00:09:38,360 I'll be there, then. 152 00:09:39,370 --> 00:09:40,420 I'd better go. 153 00:09:42,060 --> 00:09:43,800 I've still got so many calls to make. 154 00:09:43,801 --> 00:09:45,159 Martin, you're a lot of people. 155 00:09:45,160 --> 00:09:48,110 It's been a strange experience getting them all together. 156 00:09:48,560 --> 00:09:52,230 Everyone in you seems to be coming. Parents, school friends, colleagues. 157 00:09:52,780 --> 00:09:56,090 He's dead, but it's like his whole life is flashing before my eyes. 158 00:09:56,240 --> 00:09:57,290 Anyway. 159 00:09:57,540 --> 00:09:58,620 I'll see you tomorrow. 160 00:09:59,200 --> 00:10:00,250 Bye. 161 00:10:13,100 --> 00:10:16,290 I feel like I'm trying to turn up a whole life in a couple of hours. 162 00:10:17,720 --> 00:10:20,400 When they die, when the fires die, 163 00:10:21,260 --> 00:10:23,600 the world seems dark. 164 00:10:24,960 --> 00:10:26,220 They might as well be dead. 165 00:10:26,340 --> 00:10:28,020 Why wait 30 years to take revenge? 166 00:10:28,720 --> 00:10:29,770 Why do it now? 167 00:10:29,920 --> 00:10:32,660 You worry about their pain? 168 00:10:34,440 --> 00:10:35,560 Life is not pain. 169 00:10:37,420 --> 00:10:39,740 A few things as destructive as fire. 170 00:10:42,060 --> 00:10:43,920 I don't get that kind of satisfaction. 171 00:10:43,921 --> 00:10:45,659 Am 172 00:10:45,660 --> 00:10:58,339 I 173 00:10:58,340 --> 00:10:59,390 gonna die? 174 00:11:00,280 --> 00:11:02,120 Hm? Am I gonna die? 175 00:11:04,020 --> 00:11:05,070 Why me? 176 00:11:13,521 --> 00:11:17,649 I've set it up in the video conference room. 177 00:11:17,650 --> 00:11:19,369 You don't need to take much persuasion. 178 00:11:19,370 --> 00:11:20,420 You're joking. 179 00:11:20,450 --> 00:11:21,950 The audience is what he craves. 180 00:11:22,790 --> 00:11:25,440 It's delightful to see you again, Inspector Taylor. 181 00:11:26,530 --> 00:11:28,410 Okay, ask him again why you fired him. 182 00:11:28,710 --> 00:11:29,930 Why fired you, Trunk? 183 00:11:31,050 --> 00:11:32,910 Have you heard of the cult of Mithras? 184 00:11:33,330 --> 00:11:36,670 They worship fire as a pure manifestation of the laws of destiny. 185 00:11:37,590 --> 00:11:41,990 It's the ultimate contradiction, the ultimate mystery. 186 00:11:43,370 --> 00:11:45,690 Full of opposing associations. 187 00:11:46,750 --> 00:11:47,800 Reincarnation. 188 00:11:48,310 --> 00:11:49,360 Death. 189 00:11:49,790 --> 00:11:50,840 Procreation. 190 00:11:51,730 --> 00:11:55,010 The Christians turned it into hellfire. 191 00:11:56,430 --> 00:11:58,770 But why did you need to use fire to kill them? 192 00:11:59,130 --> 00:12:04,869 Did you know that some pine cones need the heat of a forest fire to crack them 193 00:12:04,870 --> 00:12:06,410 open and release acid? 194 00:12:06,950 --> 00:12:09,990 The body is nothing until it has been tested. 195 00:12:10,570 --> 00:12:11,620 Cracked open. 196 00:12:13,200 --> 00:12:15,960 Only then can the purified soul so free. 197 00:12:16,580 --> 00:12:23,399 The cycle of death and rebirth is the only constant 198 00:12:23,400 --> 00:12:25,300 force. Can you ask him about death? 199 00:12:26,200 --> 00:12:27,660 Ask him about fire and death. 200 00:12:28,920 --> 00:12:32,480 Does fire have any special significance if you're dying? 201 00:12:33,920 --> 00:12:35,300 Fire gives power. 202 00:12:38,020 --> 00:12:40,040 It may feed the dying soul. 203 00:12:41,480 --> 00:12:46,479 Fire makes me feel a sort of shame, a link between 204 00:12:46,480 --> 00:12:50,300 man and God. 205 00:12:53,420 --> 00:12:54,860 Fire gives power. 206 00:12:55,960 --> 00:12:57,960 It may feed the dying soul. 207 00:12:58,180 --> 00:12:59,480 Fire gives power. 208 00:13:00,580 --> 00:13:02,540 It may feed the dying soul. 209 00:13:04,000 --> 00:13:05,440 What's this about, Cregan? 210 00:13:05,840 --> 00:13:07,380 Fire gives power. 211 00:13:10,160 --> 00:13:11,900 The killer sees himself as a victim. 212 00:13:12,420 --> 00:13:14,340 And like a child, he feels powerless. 213 00:13:15,740 --> 00:13:20,479 Fire, it's his friend. It's a magical element which turns him from victim to 214 00:13:20,480 --> 00:13:21,530 victor. 215 00:13:24,760 --> 00:13:26,900 Eh? He's reviewing his life, Susan. 216 00:13:27,780 --> 00:13:31,270 But now there's a reason he's doing it, and that reason is the trigger. 217 00:13:32,480 --> 00:13:36,210 He's always felt powerless, but now there's real justification for that 218 00:13:37,200 --> 00:13:38,250 Why me? 219 00:13:40,270 --> 00:13:41,610 Why me and not them? 220 00:13:44,950 --> 00:13:46,370 Why do I have to die? 221 00:13:50,030 --> 00:13:51,130 The killer's dying. 222 00:14:02,610 --> 00:14:07,630 Keith, I just need to know where you are on Feb 22nd, March 4th, 11th and 15th. 223 00:14:08,090 --> 00:14:09,140 I was here. 224 00:14:09,340 --> 00:14:10,760 I'm here all day, every day. 225 00:14:10,761 --> 00:14:14,419 Sunday mornings, I go to the market with the wholesalers with my kid. 226 00:14:14,420 --> 00:14:18,339 We take two weeks off in the summer, and that's it. You're welcome to ask my 227 00:14:18,340 --> 00:14:22,190 staff if you like. You can even ask my customers, though I'd rather you didn't. 228 00:14:22,880 --> 00:14:25,170 Have you heard of a place called Hyman House? 229 00:14:25,480 --> 00:14:27,280 No. Recognise any of these? 230 00:14:28,380 --> 00:14:35,020 Debbie Lewis, Robert Wise, Claire Logan, Jane Howard. No, no, no. 231 00:14:36,760 --> 00:14:38,870 What did you say the last woman's name is? 232 00:14:39,030 --> 00:14:40,080 That's Jane Howard. 233 00:14:41,030 --> 00:14:43,730 She was married before her name then was Mrs. Goff. 234 00:14:44,510 --> 00:14:45,560 Mrs. Goff. 235 00:14:46,410 --> 00:14:47,460 Yeah. 236 00:14:47,470 --> 00:14:48,970 Yeah, I knew her when I was a kid. 237 00:14:49,190 --> 00:14:50,870 That's why you're here, isn't it? 238 00:15:02,570 --> 00:15:04,890 You were fostered with this little girl. 239 00:15:06,510 --> 00:15:07,710 Where did you get these? 240 00:15:08,040 --> 00:15:09,090 Jane's house? 241 00:15:10,540 --> 00:15:12,770 I haven't even got pictures of me at this age. 242 00:15:12,780 --> 00:15:15,310 This is like looking at a picture of my son, George. 243 00:15:16,160 --> 00:15:17,520 Any idea where she is now? 244 00:15:18,640 --> 00:15:19,690 The girl? 245 00:15:19,840 --> 00:15:20,890 No. 246 00:15:22,700 --> 00:15:23,750 Susan. 247 00:15:23,960 --> 00:15:25,100 She was a sad kid. 248 00:15:25,800 --> 00:15:29,230 She used to cry herself to sleep every night. She cried for her mother. 249 00:15:31,000 --> 00:15:32,260 Well, her mother was dead. 250 00:15:32,680 --> 00:15:33,730 I don't know. 251 00:15:33,731 --> 00:15:36,639 She wouldn't let Jane out of her sight, though. 252 00:15:36,640 --> 00:15:38,400 Then she'd flare up, go hysterical. 253 00:15:38,640 --> 00:15:39,690 How do you mean? 254 00:15:39,691 --> 00:15:44,299 Well, if Jane went out and left us, even for a few minutes, she'd sit and watch 255 00:15:44,300 --> 00:15:45,740 the clock until she came back. 256 00:15:46,060 --> 00:15:49,360 But, I mean, literally sit and stare at the clock on the wall. 257 00:15:50,120 --> 00:15:53,730 The day Jane left, she must have been there for hours. She wouldn't budge. 258 00:15:54,280 --> 00:15:57,230 Anyway, look, I don't understand. All this was 30 years ago. 259 00:15:57,500 --> 00:15:58,800 I haven't seen Jane since. 260 00:15:59,300 --> 00:16:01,770 We're just trying to piece Jane's life together. 261 00:16:01,771 --> 00:16:04,019 Well, she didn't deserve to die like that. 262 00:16:04,020 --> 00:16:05,070 No -one does. 263 00:16:05,080 --> 00:16:06,130 Who's dead, Daddy? 264 00:16:06,490 --> 00:16:07,690 No one you know, Geordie. 265 00:16:08,830 --> 00:16:10,090 This is my son, Jordan. 266 00:16:13,870 --> 00:16:14,920 Taylor to Cregan. 267 00:16:17,190 --> 00:16:18,240 Yep. 268 00:16:18,370 --> 00:16:19,420 Just spoken to Max. 269 00:16:19,610 --> 00:16:22,260 He's confirmed the Why Me signature on Claire Logan. 270 00:16:22,510 --> 00:16:24,680 Carved on the body before it was set alight. 271 00:16:24,750 --> 00:16:27,700 And she was given a massive dose of rehypnol. Same as Debbie. 272 00:16:28,190 --> 00:16:30,300 How are you getting on with Keith Martin? 273 00:16:32,170 --> 00:16:33,220 He's clean. 274 00:16:33,221 --> 00:16:37,819 There was no marriage certificate for Susan, actually. But when I got a birth 275 00:16:37,820 --> 00:16:39,180 certificate, look, 276 00:16:39,900 --> 00:16:41,880 her mother's name was Marianne Winters. 277 00:16:42,540 --> 00:16:47,039 Now, one of the two ex -residents of Hyman House was a Susan Winters. They've 278 00:16:47,040 --> 00:16:49,600 got the same date of birth, the same NHS number. 279 00:16:50,060 --> 00:16:52,350 They must be the same person. Medical records. 280 00:16:52,351 --> 00:16:53,359 You get a medical record? 281 00:16:53,360 --> 00:16:54,860 Yeah, but they stopped in 1995. 282 00:16:56,180 --> 00:17:00,339 OK, I want a trace on Susan Winters. Check to see if Claire Logan ever 283 00:17:00,340 --> 00:17:01,420 anyone with that name. 284 00:17:01,421 --> 00:17:04,199 I've got to talk to Lynn Southley, check out her statement. 285 00:17:04,200 --> 00:17:06,970 Maybe Debbie talked to her about someone called Susan. 286 00:17:07,380 --> 00:17:11,110 Lynn, did Debbie ever mention a friend called Susan Etchells or Winters? 287 00:17:12,000 --> 00:17:13,050 No. 288 00:17:14,220 --> 00:17:15,270 Hang on, Susan. 289 00:17:16,160 --> 00:17:17,420 Yeah, I think she did. 290 00:17:17,421 --> 00:17:21,919 A couple of weeks ago, she said something about meeting an old friend 291 00:17:21,920 --> 00:17:24,030 Susan, someone she hadn't seen for years. 292 00:17:25,180 --> 00:17:27,660 I don't know if it's the same person. Never saw her. 293 00:17:29,640 --> 00:17:31,140 I'm sorry I'm being so useless. 294 00:17:31,810 --> 00:17:33,610 Pregnancy turns your brain to jelly. 295 00:17:34,830 --> 00:17:36,590 You'd be better off talking to John. 296 00:17:37,450 --> 00:17:38,500 Where is he? 297 00:17:39,310 --> 00:17:40,360 Still in Germany. 298 00:17:40,411 --> 00:17:44,069 Well, make sure he's back for the birth. 299 00:17:44,070 --> 00:17:46,300 Oh, he'd better be, or they'll be hell to pay. 300 00:18:00,460 --> 00:18:01,510 He changed. 301 00:18:02,540 --> 00:18:05,560 No one could do the job we do and not be affected by it. 302 00:18:06,860 --> 00:18:10,779 But the amazing thing about Mark was that he never completely lost his faith 303 00:18:10,780 --> 00:18:11,830 people. 304 00:18:13,000 --> 00:18:14,050 Right to the end. 305 00:18:15,040 --> 00:18:16,960 Mark, he was a first -rate detective. 306 00:18:18,520 --> 00:18:21,770 However, from time to time he showed severe lapses of judgement. 307 00:18:22,400 --> 00:18:24,690 He told me he supported West Ham, for example. 308 00:18:26,400 --> 00:18:27,840 Worse, he chose me as a friend. 309 00:18:30,440 --> 00:18:33,030 When we started working together, we didn't get on. 310 00:18:33,320 --> 00:18:34,370 It's no secret. 311 00:18:35,200 --> 00:18:37,120 I'm not the easiest person to work with. 312 00:18:37,720 --> 00:18:38,770 Most give up. 313 00:18:39,980 --> 00:18:44,300 But Mark... Mark persevered. 314 00:18:44,660 --> 00:18:49,280 This Saturday, the 21st, Mark and I had planned to be married. 315 00:18:50,820 --> 00:18:51,870 We were in love. 316 00:18:52,720 --> 00:18:54,180 We were full of hope. 317 00:18:54,760 --> 00:18:57,600 We were so sure about us. 318 00:18:58,800 --> 00:18:59,850 About everything. 319 00:19:01,560 --> 00:19:02,740 Maybe we were wrong. 320 00:19:04,680 --> 00:19:07,240 But I would have liked the chance to find out. 321 00:19:09,540 --> 00:19:11,240 Our love was a wonderful mystery. 322 00:19:11,860 --> 00:19:13,360 Is death a terrible one? 323 00:19:26,400 --> 00:19:27,880 I wanted to thank you. 324 00:19:29,220 --> 00:19:31,570 Well, I did my best. It's not my strongest point. 325 00:19:32,131 --> 00:19:37,039 You were talking about the speech, weren't you? 326 00:19:37,040 --> 00:19:38,090 No. 327 00:19:38,380 --> 00:19:39,430 I wasn't. 328 00:19:42,120 --> 00:19:43,170 Hannah. 329 00:19:44,420 --> 00:19:47,080 You weren't wrong about you and Mark. 330 00:19:48,800 --> 00:19:49,940 It would have been good. 331 00:19:51,360 --> 00:19:52,410 I'm sure of it. 332 00:20:00,810 --> 00:20:04,989 There was a Claire Winters employed at the nursery in 1992, before Claire Logan 333 00:20:04,990 --> 00:20:06,040 took over. 334 00:20:06,290 --> 00:20:07,810 Six months later, she'd gone. 335 00:20:08,530 --> 00:20:11,000 I spoke to one of the teachers who remembered her. 336 00:20:11,150 --> 00:20:14,640 She said food needs to cling to the kid rather than the other way round. 337 00:20:15,330 --> 00:20:18,640 Claire Logan didn't think it was healthy. That's why she faxed her. 338 00:20:18,950 --> 00:20:20,750 I've checked her employment record. 339 00:20:20,751 --> 00:20:22,549 She doesn't seem to have worked since. 340 00:20:22,550 --> 00:20:24,600 It's like she dropped off the map in 1996. 341 00:20:24,601 --> 00:20:29,849 So we're definitely looking for a woman. I know something must have got it 342 00:20:29,850 --> 00:20:32,949 wrong. Whoever went to Debbie's flat was someone she knew, and if it was Susan 343 00:20:32,950 --> 00:20:36,740 Winters, Debbie knew her. And if Debbie knew her, then Andy probably did too. 344 00:20:38,910 --> 00:20:40,410 How was the memorial service? 345 00:20:40,790 --> 00:20:41,840 Fine. 346 00:20:44,010 --> 00:20:45,510 You've been a very popular guy. 347 00:20:47,210 --> 00:20:48,260 He was. 348 00:20:49,350 --> 00:20:51,330 Is that why everyone resents me so much? 349 00:20:55,030 --> 00:20:56,170 Is that what you think? 350 00:20:57,840 --> 00:20:59,770 Look, we know you had to take on the law. 351 00:21:00,660 --> 00:21:03,430 If the learning curve gets any steeper, I'll snide off. 352 00:21:04,240 --> 00:21:05,290 No. 353 00:21:05,900 --> 00:21:07,820 Couldn't have got this far without you. 354 00:21:11,460 --> 00:21:12,510 Andy. 355 00:21:12,840 --> 00:21:13,980 Ah, what do you want? 356 00:21:14,900 --> 00:21:17,790 Did Debbie ever mention a woman called Susan Winders? No. 357 00:21:17,900 --> 00:21:19,020 Susan Etchell? No. 358 00:21:19,360 --> 00:21:20,410 What is all this? 359 00:21:20,411 --> 00:21:23,039 It's a simple question. Did Debbie have any friends called Susan Winters or 360 00:21:23,040 --> 00:21:26,399 Susan Etchell? Not while I knew her. So Lynn, she was Debbie's only friend, 361 00:21:26,400 --> 00:21:28,079 yeah? I wouldn't call Lynn a friend. 362 00:21:28,080 --> 00:21:30,670 She only started babysitting after John moved out. 363 00:21:32,360 --> 00:21:33,680 Lynn's husband moved out? 364 00:21:33,880 --> 00:21:35,540 When? Six months ago. 365 00:21:35,880 --> 00:21:39,130 And they weren't married, no matter what she might have told you. 366 00:21:39,360 --> 00:21:41,350 Hang on, but he is the father of a child? 367 00:21:41,351 --> 00:21:42,559 I suppose so, yeah. 368 00:21:42,560 --> 00:21:43,820 Is John's surname Saudi? 369 00:21:44,040 --> 00:21:45,840 Yeah. Is that what she calls herself? 370 00:21:46,439 --> 00:21:50,259 She's a liar, I told you. She lies so much, even she can't remember what's 371 00:21:50,260 --> 00:21:52,519 and what isn't. Why didn't you say this before? 372 00:21:52,520 --> 00:21:54,200 Excuse me? I said nothing else. 373 00:21:54,400 --> 00:21:55,480 Where does John work? 374 00:21:55,720 --> 00:21:58,370 He's my security guard at Langley's. Food warehouse. 375 00:22:01,280 --> 00:22:03,570 OK, so she lies about John still being around. 376 00:22:04,260 --> 00:22:05,310 That could be pride. 377 00:22:05,600 --> 00:22:07,320 She knew Debbie. But the others? 378 00:22:07,321 --> 00:22:10,579 She's eight months pregnant, Susan. Are you saying a pregnant woman is incapable 379 00:22:10,580 --> 00:22:11,259 of murder? 380 00:22:11,260 --> 00:22:13,610 No, I'm just saying I think the killer is dying. 381 00:22:13,700 --> 00:22:15,380 It's just fine, John. Stay out of it. 382 00:22:21,621 --> 00:22:27,409 The manager hasn't seen him. Presumed he walked out mid -shift. 383 00:22:27,410 --> 00:22:28,670 I've got his home address. 384 00:22:30,970 --> 00:22:32,890 It's D .I. Taylor requesting assistance. 385 00:22:33,470 --> 00:22:35,110 I want two assertives. 386 00:22:35,870 --> 00:22:41,009 One is for 24... Maybe 387 00:22:41,010 --> 00:22:47,789 you were right about the trigger. Maybe it's not 388 00:22:47,790 --> 00:22:48,840 death, it's birth. 389 00:22:48,841 --> 00:22:52,929 The cycle of death and rebirth is the only confident force. That's what Detron 390 00:22:52,930 --> 00:22:53,980 said. 391 00:22:53,981 --> 00:22:57,349 She's been going back over her life in preparation. She's been cleaning up, 392 00:22:57,350 --> 00:22:59,940 getting rid of these people before the baby's born. 393 00:23:01,210 --> 00:23:03,010 That's why she's running out of time. 394 00:24:20,110 --> 00:24:22,090 What the bloody hell are you doing here? 395 00:24:22,470 --> 00:24:23,790 Duty. I'm going to look long. 396 00:24:26,270 --> 00:24:27,530 What have you been doing? 397 00:24:27,610 --> 00:24:29,350 I just turned up. I could lose my job. 398 00:24:30,110 --> 00:24:31,530 I know you hate me. 399 00:24:33,370 --> 00:24:35,450 Maybe we just didn't try hard enough. 400 00:24:35,451 --> 00:24:36,689 I tried, Lynn. 401 00:24:36,690 --> 00:24:39,160 I tried as much as any person could to make it work. 402 00:24:39,161 --> 00:24:41,849 Whatever it is that's wrong, Lynn, I can't solve it. 403 00:24:41,850 --> 00:24:43,170 So what am I supposed to do? 404 00:24:43,930 --> 00:24:45,330 Put the child into a home? 405 00:24:46,050 --> 00:24:47,730 You're wrong at that, child, Lynn. 406 00:24:48,130 --> 00:24:49,180 You're more than me. 407 00:24:49,181 --> 00:24:52,659 Anyway, my mother brought me up on her own and I did all right. 408 00:24:52,660 --> 00:24:54,220 Well, aren't you the lucky one? 409 00:24:59,740 --> 00:25:02,460 All I wanted was for you to be the baby's father. 410 00:25:04,200 --> 00:25:05,340 Maybe it's for the best. 411 00:25:06,420 --> 00:25:08,140 Maybe you're not capable of that. 412 00:25:09,600 --> 00:25:13,500 You couldn't love me, so why should you be able to love our child? 413 00:25:27,231 --> 00:25:29,549 You've got a description. 414 00:25:29,550 --> 00:25:30,389 Issue it. 415 00:25:30,390 --> 00:25:34,570 I'm coming over now in a car. It's a red Fiesta. I want a trace on that too. 416 00:26:01,290 --> 00:26:02,430 You want to stay tight? 417 00:26:03,070 --> 00:26:06,830 Why? Your upside rear is deflated. You've got a slow puncture, my dear. 418 00:26:11,570 --> 00:26:12,620 Okay, 419 00:26:12,621 --> 00:26:16,909 well, she's got a three -hour head start. She could be anywhere. We've 420 00:26:16,910 --> 00:26:17,989 all ports at the airport. 421 00:26:17,990 --> 00:26:19,669 She's not on the run. She's got nowhere to run to. 422 00:26:19,670 --> 00:26:21,110 Well, she's on the offensive. 423 00:26:41,480 --> 00:26:42,530 to drive. 424 00:26:42,900 --> 00:26:43,950 No, don't worry. 425 00:26:45,080 --> 00:26:46,400 I'm not due for weeks yet. 426 00:26:48,340 --> 00:26:49,390 Really? 427 00:26:50,000 --> 00:26:51,050 I'm not in labour. 428 00:26:51,051 --> 00:26:53,139 I wouldn't have been surprised if you were. 429 00:26:53,140 --> 00:26:56,030 Well, you were bombing down here. I just wanted to get home. 430 00:26:57,320 --> 00:26:59,180 These are Linda's medical notes. 431 00:27:03,180 --> 00:27:04,230 All of them? Yep. 432 00:27:04,231 --> 00:27:07,099 She was registered with about four different doctors, and each case was a 433 00:27:07,100 --> 00:27:07,879 temporary patient. 434 00:27:07,880 --> 00:27:10,409 That's how she got the double descriptions of Ritman. 435 00:27:10,410 --> 00:27:13,889 And that was an assessment of Susan Etchells after she left Jane Howes and 436 00:27:13,890 --> 00:27:14,729 back into care. 437 00:27:14,730 --> 00:27:17,869 Can we now assume that Susan Etchells, Susan Winters and Lynne Southie are the 438 00:27:17,870 --> 00:27:18,920 same person? 439 00:27:19,290 --> 00:27:23,429 Calling all cars. We're looking for a woman in a 38 -month pregnancy. I don't 440 00:27:23,430 --> 00:27:24,870 suppose you've got any WD -40. 441 00:27:25,290 --> 00:27:26,350 It's a stick of hell. 442 00:27:26,950 --> 00:27:28,510 Who put this wheel on for you? 443 00:27:28,511 --> 00:27:29,749 My husband. 444 00:27:29,750 --> 00:27:30,800 Oh, big guy, is it? 445 00:27:31,190 --> 00:27:32,240 Massive. 446 00:27:32,750 --> 00:27:34,010 Should have used this car. 447 00:27:34,450 --> 00:27:36,010 It's just bought a brand new BMW. 448 00:27:36,390 --> 00:27:37,590 God, you're a little bat. 449 00:27:38,150 --> 00:27:39,200 Listen to this. 450 00:27:39,909 --> 00:27:41,130 Fire is from the devil. 451 00:27:42,190 --> 00:27:43,630 There's a devil in every fire. 452 00:27:44,230 --> 00:27:45,610 He learns you all the tricks. 453 00:27:46,190 --> 00:27:50,249 He whispers to you to do bad things and make the fire, and to kill people and to 454 00:27:50,250 --> 00:27:51,300 burn the baby. 455 00:27:51,310 --> 00:27:53,050 Then God can make them alive again. 456 00:27:53,550 --> 00:27:56,210 And I went into the fire, and I died. 457 00:27:57,950 --> 00:28:00,810 And when I came out again, I was good too. 458 00:28:02,210 --> 00:28:04,200 How old was she when that was run? Eight. 459 00:28:04,201 --> 00:28:07,509 It's a psychological assessment. She's been dealing with this since she was 460 00:28:07,510 --> 00:28:08,560 eight. 461 00:28:08,561 --> 00:28:12,389 Well, according to these notes, Lynn Southley never told any of these doctors 462 00:28:12,390 --> 00:28:13,389 that she was pregnant. 463 00:28:13,390 --> 00:28:15,749 And she's not registered at any of the local hospitals. 464 00:28:15,750 --> 00:28:17,429 Well, maybe she was lying about that too. 465 00:28:17,430 --> 00:28:19,780 The last time she visited a doctor was in April. 466 00:28:19,990 --> 00:28:22,280 She went back to get the results of some tests. 467 00:28:26,050 --> 00:28:27,100 Bloody hell. 468 00:28:28,130 --> 00:28:30,480 This is a letter the doctor wrote on her behalf. 469 00:28:35,310 --> 00:28:36,360 On what? 470 00:28:38,120 --> 00:28:39,380 Then you've got leukemia. 471 00:28:45,300 --> 00:28:46,940 I haven't seen you here before. 472 00:28:47,520 --> 00:28:48,570 I'm visiting. 473 00:28:49,140 --> 00:28:50,520 Family? Yeah. 474 00:28:51,900 --> 00:28:53,700 Where do they live? I might know them. 475 00:28:54,360 --> 00:28:55,410 I'm not sure. 476 00:28:56,280 --> 00:28:57,330 Lost touch? 477 00:28:58,360 --> 00:28:59,540 Long time ago. 478 00:29:03,800 --> 00:29:04,850 Did you fight? 479 00:29:05,540 --> 00:29:06,590 Both right. 480 00:29:07,600 --> 00:29:08,650 I love children. 481 00:29:09,880 --> 00:29:11,160 Mine are all grown up now. 482 00:29:12,460 --> 00:29:14,630 I still like coming here to watch them play. 483 00:29:15,060 --> 00:29:16,560 I'd like to have been a teacher. 484 00:29:16,960 --> 00:29:18,010 That's what I do. 485 00:29:18,600 --> 00:29:19,880 I'm a nursery teacher. 486 00:29:20,700 --> 00:29:21,860 Head teacher, in fact. 487 00:29:22,360 --> 00:29:23,410 Lovely. 488 00:29:26,460 --> 00:29:28,320 Do you know if it's a boy or a girl? 489 00:29:29,260 --> 00:29:31,720 I'd like a little girl, but I'm sure it's a boy. 490 00:29:39,120 --> 00:29:40,200 Do you want to feel it? 491 00:29:42,740 --> 00:29:46,040 I... There's no need to be frightened. 492 00:29:46,320 --> 00:29:47,370 It won't bite. 493 00:29:58,700 --> 00:29:59,750 It is death. 494 00:30:00,700 --> 00:30:01,750 That's the trigger. 495 00:30:01,751 --> 00:30:04,879 She's been obsessed with kids since she was a teenager. 496 00:30:04,880 --> 00:30:08,550 She finally manages to get pregnant. Weeks later, she's told she's dying. 497 00:30:09,800 --> 00:30:13,820 She's got the child she always wanted, but not the chance to bring it up. 498 00:30:15,540 --> 00:30:18,850 She could have had treatment that would have endangered the baby. 499 00:30:19,040 --> 00:30:20,200 So she refuses that. 500 00:30:21,920 --> 00:30:25,740 She can't accept she's dying, or those who did her wrong still alive. 501 00:30:26,160 --> 00:30:28,460 Why me? Why should I die and they live? 502 00:30:29,180 --> 00:30:30,320 I'm so glad we met. 503 00:30:30,780 --> 00:30:31,830 Me too. 504 00:30:31,831 --> 00:30:34,219 So you're on your own now, then? 505 00:30:34,220 --> 00:30:35,270 That's right. 506 00:30:36,820 --> 00:30:38,500 Finding you after all these years. 507 00:30:38,940 --> 00:30:39,990 It's amazing. 508 00:30:40,320 --> 00:30:41,370 Finding me? 509 00:30:41,520 --> 00:30:42,570 Did you know me? 510 00:30:43,180 --> 00:30:46,180 I wasn't sure at first. I didn't have a very clear picture. 511 00:30:46,960 --> 00:30:48,740 I was only seven when you left. 512 00:30:48,741 --> 00:30:53,419 I wasn't sure what I was going to do if I didn't find you. I was so desperate 513 00:30:53,420 --> 00:30:54,860 for you to look after the baby. 514 00:30:55,640 --> 00:30:56,960 There isn't anyone else. 515 00:30:57,660 --> 00:30:58,710 What? 516 00:31:01,540 --> 00:31:03,600 You will do this for me, won't you, Mum? 517 00:31:05,120 --> 00:31:06,170 I'm not your mother. 518 00:31:08,520 --> 00:31:09,570 Of course you're not. 519 00:31:11,620 --> 00:31:12,670 I'm sorry. 520 00:31:12,820 --> 00:31:14,580 I'm so sorry. Forget what I said. 521 00:31:15,760 --> 00:31:16,810 I know. 522 00:31:17,380 --> 00:31:18,780 Let me buy you a cup of tea. 523 00:31:23,840 --> 00:31:24,890 Regan. 524 00:31:26,720 --> 00:31:27,770 Yes? 525 00:31:30,340 --> 00:31:31,390 Yes? 526 00:31:34,000 --> 00:31:35,200 I'm sorry, you did what? 527 00:31:40,271 --> 00:31:43,169 They flagged her down on the A1. 528 00:31:43,170 --> 00:31:44,790 Brilliant. That's not brilliant. 529 00:31:46,010 --> 00:31:47,270 They let her go. What? 530 00:31:47,770 --> 00:31:50,060 The officer flagged her down for a dodgy tyre. 531 00:31:50,070 --> 00:31:51,630 Then he changed the tyre for her. 532 00:31:51,770 --> 00:31:54,210 Well, what was she on the A1 for? 533 00:31:57,130 --> 00:31:58,930 Susan Etchell's birth certificate. 534 00:32:01,370 --> 00:32:02,420 Have you got it? 535 00:32:09,960 --> 00:32:13,780 Where was she born? Ashport, Lincolnshire, and the A1 goes to... 536 00:32:13,781 --> 00:32:20,479 The doses of rehypnol are never large enough to knock them out. She wants them 537 00:32:20,480 --> 00:32:21,530 conscious. 538 00:32:21,880 --> 00:32:23,060 She puts them on trial. 539 00:32:25,020 --> 00:32:27,840 She wants them to hear her passing judgment. 540 00:32:28,100 --> 00:32:32,320 So for a while, she's in control of death. It doesn't control her. 541 00:32:33,580 --> 00:32:34,630 Dave. 542 00:32:37,020 --> 00:32:38,070 What's going on? 543 00:32:40,810 --> 00:32:41,860 You and Hannah. 544 00:32:43,110 --> 00:32:44,160 Grief. 545 00:32:45,050 --> 00:32:47,070 I think grief is what's going on. 546 00:32:50,110 --> 00:32:51,790 I thought I saw him the other night. 547 00:32:52,890 --> 00:32:53,940 Rivers. 548 00:32:54,670 --> 00:32:55,720 I wasn't in. 549 00:32:56,230 --> 00:32:57,280 Of course. 550 00:32:59,010 --> 00:33:00,450 It's happened a few times now. 551 00:33:01,610 --> 00:33:02,870 Different times, places. 552 00:33:04,930 --> 00:33:06,250 I thought I was going crazy. 553 00:33:06,931 --> 00:33:12,959 Right, we're in a little ballpark. It's a commons isolated area. 554 00:33:12,960 --> 00:33:15,619 Down north of the city, that's where the suspect was born. That's where she'll 555 00:33:15,620 --> 00:33:16,670 probably go. 556 00:33:16,671 --> 00:33:19,659 You were given a description of the suspect in a cart. You found anything? 557 00:33:19,660 --> 00:33:21,650 Yeah, we've had a look around. Dead easy. 558 00:33:21,651 --> 00:33:22,759 It's dead easy. 559 00:33:22,760 --> 00:33:23,810 It's yes or no. 560 00:33:23,811 --> 00:33:28,159 Well, yeah, there was a red fiesta. That red reported, sir. Don't tell me. You 561 00:33:28,160 --> 00:33:30,479 gave it a re -spray and you changed the oil. Sorry, sir. 562 00:33:30,480 --> 00:33:31,530 Where was it seen? 563 00:33:32,220 --> 00:33:33,270 Well, 564 00:33:34,280 --> 00:33:35,900 it was seen on this road here, sir. 565 00:33:36,580 --> 00:33:37,630 When was this? 566 00:33:38,460 --> 00:33:39,510 Lunchtime. 567 00:33:40,460 --> 00:33:42,140 Do you play a musical instrument? 568 00:33:42,141 --> 00:33:43,899 You know, enjoy your game of balls? 569 00:33:43,900 --> 00:33:46,000 Oh, you'll enjoy early retirement, then! 570 00:33:57,560 --> 00:33:58,610 Yes, 571 00:34:00,820 --> 00:34:02,500 that's where we are. The car's gone. 572 00:34:02,501 --> 00:34:05,979 Well, she hasn't gone to the address on her birth certificate. 573 00:34:05,980 --> 00:34:08,210 It's on the link of DIY Superstore. I checked. 574 00:34:08,211 --> 00:34:10,198 Where was she actually born? 575 00:34:10,199 --> 00:34:11,459 Homer Hospital. Hospital. 576 00:34:13,600 --> 00:34:14,650 St. David's. 577 00:34:15,420 --> 00:34:17,530 Is there a St. David's Hospital near here? 578 00:34:18,600 --> 00:34:19,650 Closed years ago. 579 00:34:20,239 --> 00:34:21,800 Yes. Has it been pulled down? 580 00:34:22,980 --> 00:34:24,030 No. 581 00:34:25,840 --> 00:34:27,100 Okay, give me directions. 582 00:34:39,790 --> 00:34:43,250 All you had to say was, I can take the child. 583 00:34:46,750 --> 00:34:49,230 You didn't have to say you weren't my mother. 584 00:34:50,810 --> 00:34:53,989 As if what you did in the first place wasn't cruel enough. 585 00:35:48,400 --> 00:35:49,660 You've got to listen to me. 586 00:35:51,380 --> 00:35:52,430 Father! 587 00:36:01,780 --> 00:36:02,980 Hey, give me ten minutes. 588 00:36:25,100 --> 00:36:26,150 Stay away. 589 00:36:28,040 --> 00:36:29,090 What happened? 590 00:36:29,920 --> 00:36:30,970 Did she fall asleep? 591 00:36:33,040 --> 00:36:36,410 She's not your mother, Lynn. She's just somebody you met in the park. 592 00:36:36,460 --> 00:36:37,510 Your mother's dead. 593 00:36:38,360 --> 00:36:39,410 Died two years ago. 594 00:36:39,500 --> 00:36:40,550 You're lying. 595 00:36:40,820 --> 00:36:41,960 Now you leave her, Lynn. 596 00:36:43,940 --> 00:36:46,470 She means nothing to you. She's done nothing wrong. 597 00:36:48,900 --> 00:36:50,700 I know what's happening to you, Lynn. 598 00:36:52,120 --> 00:36:54,290 I know why you came looking for your mother. 599 00:36:56,140 --> 00:36:57,280 She didn't want to know. 600 00:36:57,940 --> 00:37:00,650 I shouldn't be surprised, not after what she did to me. 601 00:37:00,660 --> 00:37:01,710 What was that? 602 00:37:03,020 --> 00:37:05,180 I can't tell you. It's got to be her. 603 00:37:05,460 --> 00:37:06,510 She can't hear you. 604 00:37:06,520 --> 00:37:08,810 Well, then she'll have to go without hearing. 605 00:37:09,340 --> 00:37:11,380 Why can't you talk to me? 606 00:37:12,820 --> 00:37:14,080 Because you can walk away. 607 00:37:15,040 --> 00:37:16,860 No one listens if they can walk away. 608 00:37:17,220 --> 00:37:18,270 I won't walk away. 609 00:37:19,220 --> 00:37:20,270 I promise. 610 00:37:27,121 --> 00:37:32,269 Now, did that make it better? Can you talk to me now? 611 00:37:32,270 --> 00:37:35,349 I know you want to talk to me, Lynn. I know you want to talk about what your 612 00:37:35,350 --> 00:37:36,970 mother did and what she heard you. 613 00:37:37,971 --> 00:37:41,509 Okay, you don't believe a word of it? 614 00:37:41,510 --> 00:37:42,560 I do. 615 00:37:44,690 --> 00:37:45,740 Where's her hypno? 616 00:38:27,120 --> 00:38:28,200 You're in control now. 617 00:38:29,340 --> 00:38:30,900 This is what you want, isn't it? 618 00:38:31,780 --> 00:38:33,200 I can't walk away now. 619 00:38:35,880 --> 00:38:37,040 How long have I got? 620 00:38:37,860 --> 00:38:38,910 Five, ten minutes. 621 00:38:39,120 --> 00:38:40,170 Come on. 622 00:38:40,720 --> 00:38:41,800 Tell me what happened. 623 00:38:42,140 --> 00:38:43,280 Come on, I'm listening. 624 00:38:44,500 --> 00:38:46,020 She said she couldn't cope. 625 00:38:48,200 --> 00:38:51,210 She was going to give me to someone else while she got better. 626 00:38:52,400 --> 00:38:54,630 She said she wasn't being a very good mother. 627 00:38:55,310 --> 00:38:59,690 I didn't care if she was a good mother or not. I still wanted to be with her. 628 00:39:01,610 --> 00:39:03,110 I was in her home. 629 00:39:05,670 --> 00:39:08,090 Other kids were found families, not me. 630 00:39:09,950 --> 00:39:13,210 Not until Jane and Michael came, they took me. 631 00:39:14,870 --> 00:39:15,970 I loved her. 632 00:39:16,550 --> 00:39:19,410 She said she loved me and I could call her mummy. 633 00:39:22,170 --> 00:39:23,270 And she left. 634 00:39:26,960 --> 00:39:30,780 That's when I first thought, I want a baby. 635 00:39:31,600 --> 00:39:36,140 I want to be some baby's mummy and I'll never leave him, never. 636 00:39:38,200 --> 00:39:39,880 But nothing ever happened. 637 00:39:40,520 --> 00:39:42,060 I kept getting pregnant. 638 00:39:42,880 --> 00:39:44,480 I kept losing them. 639 00:39:45,220 --> 00:39:50,119 I had to keep watching them fall out of me as if they were saying, I don't want 640 00:39:50,120 --> 00:39:52,380 you. You're not good enough. 641 00:39:54,000 --> 00:39:56,710 And that's why you were jealous of Debbie? I hated her. 642 00:39:58,320 --> 00:40:00,100 She had two kids. 643 00:40:00,960 --> 00:40:02,120 They loved her. 644 00:40:04,860 --> 00:40:05,910 What about John? 645 00:40:06,600 --> 00:40:07,780 John couldn't love me. 646 00:40:08,180 --> 00:40:09,380 Well, maybe no one could. 647 00:40:11,220 --> 00:40:12,720 Not the way you want to be loved. 648 00:40:12,721 --> 00:40:16,239 All the love in the world couldn't fill you, could it? You don't know what I've 649 00:40:16,240 --> 00:40:17,059 gone through. 650 00:40:17,060 --> 00:40:19,060 I'm trying, Lynn. Lynn, I am trying. 651 00:40:22,060 --> 00:40:24,230 Did you help start the fire at Hyman House? 652 00:40:25,440 --> 00:40:26,490 That was Matt. 653 00:40:27,160 --> 00:40:28,600 I'd forgotten all about fire. 654 00:40:29,560 --> 00:40:30,960 Stop thinking about it. 655 00:40:33,060 --> 00:40:37,980 When I saw Matt's face looking at what he'd done, it all came back. 656 00:40:40,060 --> 00:40:41,640 I remembered how it felt. 657 00:40:44,740 --> 00:40:46,080 I heard him scream. 658 00:40:47,520 --> 00:40:48,570 Josh. 659 00:40:50,040 --> 00:40:51,220 Matt didn't hear it. 660 00:41:11,340 --> 00:41:12,780 I want to help you and the baby. 661 00:41:14,480 --> 00:41:15,980 Just leave her and come with me. 662 00:41:50,220 --> 00:41:51,270 Look at me, Lynn. 663 00:41:52,380 --> 00:41:53,600 I'm at your mercy now. 664 00:41:54,960 --> 00:41:56,740 Does this make you feel good? 665 00:41:59,800 --> 00:42:01,480 Does this make you feel powerful? 666 00:42:02,140 --> 00:42:03,340 Aren't you frightened? 667 00:42:03,460 --> 00:42:04,510 Yeah. 668 00:42:05,920 --> 00:42:07,060 I'm frightened too. 669 00:42:09,540 --> 00:42:11,260 Only for me, not for him. 670 00:42:13,820 --> 00:42:15,140 Nothing will happen to him. 671 00:42:16,340 --> 00:42:17,400 I won't let it. 672 00:42:19,180 --> 00:42:20,600 He's going to love me. 673 00:42:21,760 --> 00:42:22,810 She couldn't. 674 00:42:23,740 --> 00:42:25,300 John couldn't be, Will. 675 00:42:28,440 --> 00:42:30,490 He's not going to suffer like I suffered. 676 00:42:31,500 --> 00:42:34,060 He's not going to be hurt like I was hurt. 677 00:42:34,560 --> 00:42:36,320 I won't let it happen. 678 00:42:36,900 --> 00:42:39,120 All children suffer then. It's part of life. 679 00:42:39,420 --> 00:42:40,470 You should know. 680 00:42:40,640 --> 00:42:41,960 You abandoned yours. 681 00:42:44,040 --> 00:42:47,440 No one understands what I'm going through. No one. 682 00:42:49,120 --> 00:42:51,890 Understand? Because you won't let anyone understand. 683 00:42:52,760 --> 00:42:54,200 You enjoy being a victim. 684 00:42:55,560 --> 00:42:57,790 You enjoy everyone around you being a bully. 685 00:42:57,960 --> 00:43:01,100 You're the only one that feels pain other people don't feel. 686 00:43:02,900 --> 00:43:05,370 Other people aren't capable of feeling like you. 687 00:43:05,960 --> 00:43:07,400 I have such nightmares. 688 00:43:09,420 --> 00:43:10,820 I still have them. 689 00:43:12,460 --> 00:43:13,540 Devils and skeletons. 690 00:43:16,360 --> 00:43:17,800 They're all trying to kill me. 691 00:43:18,300 --> 00:43:20,760 And I have to think of ways of killing them first. 692 00:43:21,980 --> 00:43:23,760 There's blood everywhere. 693 00:43:25,080 --> 00:43:26,440 I thought I'd beaten them. 694 00:43:27,140 --> 00:43:30,520 Then when I started getting sick, I knew I hadn't. 695 00:43:33,240 --> 00:43:34,760 They waited a long time. 696 00:43:36,200 --> 00:43:37,720 But they got me, didn't they? 697 00:43:39,780 --> 00:43:41,180 You have an illness, Lynn. 698 00:43:43,320 --> 00:43:44,520 No one gave you it. 699 00:43:46,380 --> 00:43:47,430 I'm going to die. 700 00:43:48,980 --> 00:43:50,600 And I'm so frightened. 701 00:43:52,880 --> 00:43:54,060 We're all going to die. 702 00:43:57,520 --> 00:43:58,600 We're all frightened. 703 00:44:03,520 --> 00:44:04,570 Lynn! 704 00:44:05,540 --> 00:44:06,590 Stop! 705 00:44:07,040 --> 00:44:08,090 Why should I? 706 00:44:08,180 --> 00:44:12,020 The baby, Lynn. The baby could be in trouble. Why should you care about my 707 00:44:12,440 --> 00:44:15,000 No one cares about it. No one wants it. 708 00:44:16,750 --> 00:44:18,010 Well, give me the matches. 709 00:44:21,470 --> 00:44:22,520 No! 710 00:44:23,070 --> 00:44:24,120 Help! 711 00:44:25,110 --> 00:44:26,160 Help! 712 00:44:28,370 --> 00:44:29,420 Help! 713 00:44:30,650 --> 00:44:32,090 Help! Help! 714 00:44:32,091 --> 00:44:36,629 Help! Help! Help! Help! Help! Help! Help! Help! Help! Help! Help! Help! 715 00:44:36,630 --> 00:44:37,680 Help! 716 00:44:37,810 --> 00:44:38,860 Help! 717 00:44:55,020 --> 00:44:57,370 They took her down for an emergency caesarean. 718 00:45:01,700 --> 00:45:02,750 It's a girl. 719 00:45:04,680 --> 00:45:05,730 How's she doing? 720 00:45:05,820 --> 00:45:09,220 Blood pressure's still dropping. 721 00:45:09,331 --> 00:45:15,819 She's arrested. Can I have one milligram of adrenaline, please, and call the 722 00:45:15,820 --> 00:45:16,900 crash team? Start CPR. 723 00:45:17,920 --> 00:45:23,219 One and two and three and four and five. One and two and three and four and 724 00:45:23,220 --> 00:45:24,270 five. 725 00:45:24,330 --> 00:45:26,010 One can't just use the... 726 00:46:10,321 --> 00:46:12,419 Could you? 727 00:46:12,420 --> 00:46:16,970 Repair and Synchronization by Easy Subtitles Synchronizer 1.0.0.0